Breathe for Mom.

Deep breathe. Flu bugs are following me everywhere. So me is sticking to mommy everywhere. Feels like small girl now. Being small is cool, no projects no burden. Just eat sleep play and cry.

Now that I grow up I want to grow back. Ironic eh? Get well soon E.

Me want to cry.

I love you dad and sorry for being such a long face during lunch. Sorry for not talking much to you too. Sorry for not having an effort to communicate with you. Sorry for the many mood swings thanks to pimples and scars and cough.

Happy birthday. I love you Dad.

fuck the face.

those pimples those scars and those bloody mucus and phelgm. i tell u they piss me off big time. this is fucking retarded to fall sick over the weather. even fuckingly fucking annoying to be have colonies of pimple attacking your face all at the same time and refuse to go away. good, attacking your skin isnt enough, they attack your immune system and fucked your throat fuck your nose make them bleed when you dig your nose. fuck you man. go to hell and fuck yourself.

this is a fucky entry fyi!

Hellooo.

Me at min's blogging. K bye.

Hello.

Past history sets in.

Hello. Anita motivated me to blog. I seemed to have forgotten about readnoemos. Blogging holds no meaning for me but why am i still holding a blog? Because i like readnoemos.

When someone thinks of you importantly and wants you for who you are and really needs you. Think twice. Do you need a person who needs you for who you are? The past will never fall upon you again, only the aches does.

The past like god high and above not reachable, the aches like devils so approachable.
Cant seems to move on is an excuse to NOT forget anything, because I moved on, and forgot everything. Every little details of how we started initially. Every quarrels we had. Every laughters we shared. What else have I missed.

Till you mentioned, now I seems to remember. Arh, the pain they healed the scars were gone and you became my friend again.

Sidetrack, f by the sorethroat medicine which I am suppose to suck in my mouth. eeks they taste bitter and bittest of all. I see blood in my nose when I rub it. I taste phelgm anytime I cough and me thinks it taste better than the medi. I took the 'find your crushes on fb" test and guess what? haha von isnt in the list and me is soooo disappointed. Submissions are done and so is me.

Me me me me ee ee

Twitter is quite cool, so is facebook. Mom told me cant have the girls over on weekend. So me have to go over their place. But me likee them over more. So done with T2a.

What say I?

Just great. Awesome kickass too. Jason downloaded this effing great thing for me. And now I can happily enjoy watching all the dramas and movies.

On the other hand forget all about T2 this lovely sunday.

Fridays like saturdays, hard to resist.

Since I return to SG, I cant help feeling homey. My weekends are mostly spent staying in, working on journals or ideas; if not catching up on dramas. Dare not go shopping at all.
Mom told me to spend wisely because pop isnt earning as much as before already. Mom she wants to eat durain puff but find it too expensive (point: save money). And then i saw this lady eating sushi, I suddenly want sushi badly. So i told her " eh we u turn back to buy sushiii k", and she said yes without much hestitate but joking reminded me of saving. (because she cooked dinner so buying finger food = wasteful).

Mothers, how can anyone deny them of being unselfish. Sometimes I cant help but wonder, why are people wasting their time getting wasted at clubs and puking gastric juice? Is it really cool to reek of alcohol all over?

Once told that I am a mountain tortoise. I guess I am. Time cannot be recycle, I want to talk to my Mom non stop. I have so much to confide but she wont understand. I wish she knew how much respect and love I have for her.

Eh, I am suppose to whine about my wasted weekend and not lecture on mother love. wtf.

Momma taught me to sleep, not to do not sleep.

Too tired to focus in school so i decide to skip today's classes. Home sleep lunch sleep dinner with the girls. Hee hee laughters again after so long no see huanghuiting mia to her fyp. I almost forgot I very year also fyp.

Because I slept whole day i promised myself i gna start modeling the device Chris told me about. I remember having some cardboards from T3 so I did not purchase new one. I even updated my facebook saying I am not gna sleep because i slept in the noon alrdy (mindyou, slept from 2 to 6 kay).

And now I am going to sleep because one. i do not have sufficient cardboards, two. I feel sleepy haha.

Ciao~

Where is my mind?

Since Thursday, i've been suffering from brain block.

Feeling down lately. Feels wrong but still.

Damnit. I cuold feel every nerves on me getting irritated now. FUCK why cant i fall asleep? fuckit.

Why is it that me can feign ignorance and get over everything so quickly? Good forgetting skills, good adapting skills. Good self-praising skills.

And then the headache sets in and the dark rings, to see me through the night.

Brain Blockeddd

And so I am blogging again, to inform the world about my crisis;

THE PIMPLE CRISIS 09.